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It's 3 am, I can't sleep worth a wink. So yeah... I'll probably make a real update tommorah mornin'.
 
 
 
 
 
 
I'm just, so fucking sick and tired of putting up with this already.
Whenever I'm home It's nice, but when my mom and my bro/sis are home, they always fight, especially my brother, and it's just stupid, Because I always somehow get dragged into this shit. And then when my dad gets home, It's just fuckin worse, LIKE SERIOUSLY, THEY ALL ACT LIKE CHILDREN AND DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW TO FUCKIN SETTLE ANYTHING RATIONALLY. ESPECIALLY MY DAD, HE'S JUST, AUGH, HE DOESN'T KNOW WHAT THE FUCK HE'S DOING.
    And then When I'm just... Doing whatever, trying to make music, drawing, just whatever, They always come in and shut everything the fuck down, I can't even record in this shit. Also, Well I think i went through it, but my fucking mother just, out of nowhere does this "LOL I DON'T WANT MY SON TO BE GAY OR A TRAAAAAAAANSEXUAAAAAAAAL" Thing and takes my nail polish and shit, and yells at me for it... augh, and they even took my dress back in the day, I got it back, but fuck, just.... fuck. I hate it here. I can't even go anywhere else because i can't spend the night... and even if i ran away it's like i have a tracking device on me... shit. Just pure rage...

 
 
 
 
 
 
I'm so fucking mad right now Oh my god...
 
 
 
 
 
 
So I haven't posted anything new in like, a week or so, but like it matters, not like anyone reads this amirite? lol


    Okay so anyway, these past 2 weeks i went to see the Outline and Mae, witch in my opinion are both awesome bands. Anyway uh, At The Outline's concert not much people showed up witch really saddened me, but uh, hey sound really fuckin good in concert; and whoever's reading this you should go check hem out right nao. Then there's Mae who i went to see yesterday; There was 4 bands playing, 1 of them couldn't make it witch was Tokyo. ;| Anyway, It was Barcelona, PersonL, Amourous, And of course Mae. Personally i thought everyone who played yesterdaywas kickass. ANYWAY, During Mae I got shoved into the stage hard and got this weird ass cut thing from it, so it's like wtf i got hurt at a peaceful concert. .-. After the concert i yelled at dave lol. I pounded it with him when he was on stage and after he kept my sharpie. o;

    On another note, I don't think my mom likes me very much, if at all. She says she does, but she's always giving me these looks and badmouthing me about whatever she can find. .-.

   Aye, I've also given up on trying to find love, One because i can't let the fuck go, and two, because I'm useless and who would ever love me etc etc lol...

Tl;dr Mae and Outline are fucking awesome, and i'm a bitch~♪

This is probably the longest update i will EVER write lawl.


 
 
 
 
 
 
So... I think i fell in love with someone who doesn't even care for me... hahaha

Anyways, aside from that, I,for some god forsaken reason, decided to tell my 'rents about lolita.... and, the took my stuff away even though i bought it with my money, and i have to go see a psyche now... *sigh*
Also I didn't get money i time for a ticket to anizona... so just.... god what the hell...


 
 
 
 
 
 
Oh my god, I ust ordered my lolita outfit, I'm so fucking excited i can't even stand it sadhskdhkd!

Also, i'll prolly get like a whole makeover because i'm tired of my look etc etc. ~_~


Anyway, I went to lolTaylors today, we did like nothing but it still was pretty epic LOL
But yeah, thasabout it....

 
 
 
 
 
 
tagged by [info]hysteric_hearts 

one:
People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blog and replace any question that they dislike with a new, original question.

two:
Tag eight people. Don't refuse to do that. Don't tag who tagged you.



[1] Make a list of 5 things you can see


- My cellphone
- Jam bottle of paper wishing stars
- Other papercraft stuff...
- Glass of milk
- Scissors Meme it up )

Also I tag: [info]frillykittydoll , [info]peshu ...And anyone else who happens on my LJ.  ;D
 
 
 
 
 
 
I'm bored, And i feel like saying, I feel like such a fag for liking My chemical romance still lol.
 
 
 
 
 
 
lol so i had a middle of the week break. xD

Anyways, Yeserday I got up at 5 am to go to this, OH SO OSSIM donut shop...and actually, their donuts really ARE total win. O_o I'd like... recommend to go there really early in the morn morn, since the donuts are fresh.
Also, after that I stopped by the schoo to say hi to some peeps lol...but aside from that, I went to Kennya's house for like... 7 Hours. O_o  We failed making onigiri... twice LOL and played some xbawks 360, it was pretty fun lol.

Um, Today, I woke up late, so no donut shop lol, so i ended up preparing onigiri right the whole morning, and the rest of the day i spent at kennya's. We went to walmart and had some lulz, and then spent like... 2 hours searching for lettuce LOL, but 'twas worth it, epic sammiches... anyways, The happening, fail movie, and the rest of the day was lol petty lazy.
But all in all, epic 2 day break. xD


 
 
 
 
 
 
Saturday - Lawl... My weekend was... odd, I went to Matsuri With some friends i've never actually hung out with outside of school, turns out they're pretty cool. xD Anyway, So at matsuri i ditched my friends for a while to try to hang out with some lolita lol... I probably made them feel really awkward and i felt really out of place... dgsgdjfgsdjg I suck. .-.;
    Anyway, There were a few lolita about, and some of them had really awesome outfits. o-o

uhhm... after Matsuri, I went to my friend's b-day party, I played scrabble the whole time LOL. Everyone else was like playing Truth or dare... and, I ended up having no pants. |: But i guess it was worth it, Delicious cupcakes were delicious...
   Sunday - I did like...nothing, except learn half of Flandre's theme from Touhou 6 lol...
Anyway yeah... awesome-ish weekend. >:

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