May May

Lai lai

2009-06-26T10:00:13Z

It's 3 am, I can't sleep worth a wink. So yeah... I'll probably make a real update tommorah mornin'.

Sick

2009-05-31T11:53:33Z

I'm just, so fucking sick and tired of putting up with this already.
Whenever I'm home It's nice, but when my mom and my bro/sis are home, they always fight, especially my brother, and it's just stupid, Because I always somehow get dragged into this shit. And then when my dad gets home, It's just fuckin worse, LIKE SERIOUSLY, THEY ALL ACT LIKE CHILDREN AND DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW TO FUCKIN SETTLE ANYTHING RATIONALLY. ESPECIALLY MY DAD, HE'S JUST, AUGH, HE DOESN'T KNOW WHAT THE FUCK HE'S DOING.
And then When I'm just... Doing whatever, trying to make music, drawing, just whatever, They always come in and shut everything the fuck down, I can't even record in this shit. Also, Well I think i went through it, but my fucking mother just, out of nowhere does this "LOL I DON'T WANT MY SON TO BE GAY OR A TRAAAAAAAANSEXUAAAAAAAAL" Thing and takes my nail polish and shit, and yells at me for it... augh, and they even took my dress back in the day, I got it back, but fuck, just.... fuck. I hate it here. I can't even go anywhere else because i can't spend the night... and even if i ran away it's like i have a tracking device on me... shit. Just pure rage...

Augh

2009-05-12T02:20:30Z

I'm so fucking mad right now Oh my god...

Update?

2009-05-03T17:10:31Z

So I haven't posted anything new in like, a week or so, but like it matters, not like anyone reads this amirite? lol

    Okay so anyway, these past 2 weeks i went to see the Outline and Mae, witch in my opinion are both awesome bands. Anyway uh, At The Outline's concert not much people showed up witch really saddened me, but uh, hey sound really fuckin good in concert; and whoever's reading this you should go check hem out right nao. Then there's Mae who i went to see yesterday; There was 4 bands playing, 1 of them couldn't make it witch was Tokyo. ;| Anyway, It was Barcelona, PersonL, Amourous, And of course Mae. Personally i thought everyone who played yesterdaywas kickass. ANYWAY, During Mae I got shoved into the stage hard and got this weird ass cut thing from it, so it's like wtf i got hurt at a peaceful concert. .-. After the concert i yelled at dave lol. I pounded it with him when he was on stage and after he kept my sharpie. o;

    On another note, I don't think my mom likes me very much, if at all. She says she does, but she's always giving me these looks and badmouthing me about whatever she can find. .-.

   Aye, I've also given up on trying to find love, One because i can't let the fuck go, and two, because I'm useless and who would ever love me etc etc lol...

Tl;dr Mae and Outline are fucking awesome, and i'm a bitch～♪

This is probably the longest update i will EVER write lawl.

myeh...

2009-04-10T07:35:40Z

So... I think i fell in love with someone who doesn't even care for me... hahaha

Anyways, aside from that, I,for some god forsaken reason, decided to tell my 'rents about lolita.... and, the took my stuff away even though i bought it with my money, and i have to go see a psyche now... *sigh*
Also I didn't get money i time for a ticket to anizona... so just.... god what the hell...

Dress

2009-03-17T06:14:23Z

Oh my god, I ust ordered my lolita outfit, I'm so fucking excited i can't even stand it sadhskdhkd!

Also, i'll prolly get like a whole makeover because i'm tired of my look etc etc. ~_~

Anyway, I went to lolTaylors today, we did like nothing but it still was pretty epic LOL
But yeah, thasabout it....

blacklolimayuko @ 2009-03-04T22:08:00

2009-03-05T05:19:58Z

tagged by hysteric_hearts

one:
People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blog and replace any question that they dislike with a new, original question.

two:
Tag eight people. Don't refuse to do that. Don't tag who tagged you.

[1] Make a list of 5 things you can see

- My cellphone
- Jam bottle of paper wishing stars
- Other papercraft stuff...
- Glass of milk
- Scissors

[2] Would you ever get plastic surgery?
....Maybe Maybe

[4] What's your occupation?
Hish school. = =

[5] Do you nap a lot?
Almost never...

[6] What was your first car?
It's gonna be a nissan Z31. O:

[7] What's your current fandom/obsession/addiction?
...uhh....Goth lolita/J-rock?

[8] What was the last thing you ate today?
Bean burrito...inb4 lolmexican

[9] What was the last text message you received?
Hahaha... "Well We said we cant live without eachother lol so i think we're good, i said sorry" <-- lol drama...

[10] What websites do you always visit when you go online?
livejournal, livejournal....and LJ

[11] What was the last thing you bought?
...Castles n coasters card

[12] What are you listening to right now?
Te quedas o te vas By Belanova

[13] If you could pick another name for you, what would it be?
...uh...Mae, Or Hana

[14] What is your zodiac sign?
Sagimatarious

[15] What is your favorite weather, and why?
Bright blue windy day...puffy clouds, either that or a nice cloudy/rainy day.

[16] If you could play any musical instrument, which one would you play?
I already play guitar...but I'd say Cello

17] Artist You constantly listen to?
Kanon Wakeshima

[18] What's something you'd like to say to someone right now?
*sigh* whyy?

[19] Who is your dream love?
lawl

[20] Say something to the person who tagged you:
GOD FUCK YOU TAYLOOOR

Also I tag: frillykittydoll , peshu ...And anyone else who happens on my LJ. ;D

Music

2009-03-03T04:44:27Z

I'm bored, And i feel like saying, I feel like such a fag for liking My chemical romance still lol.

Awkward weekend pt deux

2009-02-26T02:53:04Z

lol so i had a middle of the week break. xD

Anyways, Yeserday I got up at 5 am to go to this, OH SO OSSIM donut shop...and actually, their donuts really ARE total win. O_o I'd like... recommend to go there really early in the morn morn, since the donuts are fresh.
Also, after that I stopped by the schoo to say hi to some peeps lol...but aside from that, I went to Kennya's house for like... 7 Hours. O_o We failed making onigiri... twice LOL and played some xbawks 360, it was pretty fun lol.

Um, Today, I woke up late, so no donut shop lol, so i ended up preparing onigiri right the whole morning, and the rest of the day i spent at kennya's. We went to walmart and had some lulz, and then spent like... 2 hours searching for lettuce LOL, but 'twas worth it, epic sammiches... anyways, The happening, fail movie, and the rest of the day was lol petty lazy.
But all in all, epic 2 day break. xD

Awkward weekend

2009-02-24T01:24:21Z

Saturday - Lawl... My weekend was... odd, I went to Matsuri With some friends i've never actually hung out with outside of school, turns out they're pretty cool. xD Anyway, So at matsuri i ditched my friends for a while to try to hang out with some lolita lol... I probably made them feel really awkward and i felt really out of place... dgsgdjfgsdjg I suck. .-.;
Anyway, There were a few lolita about, and some of them had really awesome outfits. o-o

uhhm... after Matsuri, I went to my friend's b-day party, I played scrabble the whole time LOL. Everyone else was like playing Truth or dare... and, I ended up having no pants. |: But i guess it was worth it, Delicious cupcakes were delicious...
Sunday - I did like...nothing, except learn half of Flandre's theme from Touhou 6 lol...
Anyway yeah... awesome-ish weekend. >:

blacklolimayuko @ 2009-02-16T19:13:00

2009-02-17T02:17:06Z

*sigh* I wish my dad would just pay me already... I want to get my Outfit and get on with being lolitaaaaaaaa!
Also, I've been cooped up in my house all day... I can;t take it anymore... I need to get out. ._.

Bah...Anyway... I think I found new insperation for playing guitaar. <3 ...Now if only any of the bands i'm in would get off their lazy asses...

Night

2009-02-15T05:00:25Z

*sigh* So i decided to ride my skateboard up to circle K, but i ended up going to the park, just because of what i was listening to and the scenery...anyway, So I'm here swinging at the park at 9 pm, nothing's really happening, But it felt really peaceful and at the same time it felt like i was waiting for someone lol... But then i was like: "Oh right... there isn't anyone" So i just made myself feel bad and started singing lol...
Oh yeah on the way back, There were some fucking rocks that almost destroyed me and my skateboard. .-.;

Also, I guess what i'm getting at is, anyone wanna hang out at the park on the weekends?
--Not like anyone really reads this...

P.S. Happy V-day. <3

Friday the 13th

2009-02-14T04:59:34Z

I saw no black cats, non at all. </3
But i did see A LOT of crows around my neighborhood....oh yeah, and hearts, lots of them.

Anyway, I went to CnC AGAIN LAWL, and i lost my mp3 and keys. = =;
But thank goodness someone turned them in or else I would have lost all my music. ._.;
...Also I wish i was a better writer, this journal sounds so dreadfully dry to me lol. xD

sigh

2009-02-12T13:51:54Z

OKay, so like, I've had a week long struggle just to get my laptop up and running again, and as you can tell i was succesful, and it actually runs better. *-*
Also, Yesterday I went to CnC... I played in the groove the whole time and burned 1800 Calories... wooo....
Anyway, I'm pretty much back, Also, My Dad STILL hasn't paid me, So i won't make it to Matsuri in my outfit. = =;

Oh, I've been pretty bored lately, so uh... Anyone who wants me to learn a song on guitar for them just holler. o:

Today

2009-02-03T01:34:04Z

*sigh* Today was pretty annoying... Especiall beause of my art class; Okay so in 3-D design i'm making this soldier that's worth my quarter grade, so get this, I finished it and whatnot, And he decides to Fucking topple over, Augh, I was so mad.
Also, I went to the arcade today to play In The Groove, I hardly got the chance because these people were hogging the machine. = =;

But aside from that... I'm looking forward to march, Because I'll Most likely have my whole outfit done And I get to go to Florida Duing Spring breaaaak~

School

2009-01-23T03:07:28Z

No more....seriously, 2nd week, I'm already tired of it, Like For once i'd like to have no projects and pure classwork, so much easier and faster to get done. *-*

On the other hand i needa get a job or something to finally buy my dress. .-.;
Also tomorow's a half day, and i'm gonna go down to the cheba hut and go to castles n coasters for a while, fuck yeah. ;D

2, MINUTES, TIL MIIIIDII-

2009-01-18T07:44:07Z

But no seriously, I worked 14 hours today, fucking tired....But I finished 2 minutes til midnight, WITH IT PLAYING ON THE RADIO OH HO HO.... <3 Iron maiden. ...But anyway, I worked today just so I could Travel to see someone this spring break. ;D

Yesterday/Today

2009-01-14T02:16:00Z

Ah, man, Yesterday was kinda....Boring lawl, anyway, in my 7th hour class I was talking to my friend right, but like after a while it was like...eh, And so i just kinda zoned out and when i look back she was like, Staring at me. O_o;

But okay seriously, Today was kinda kickass, I went to the arcade and played some DDR and maximum tuuune. O:
The whole Crew who plays DDR was thar, so that made it more interesting

Tl;dr I went to the arcade. >:

What the fuck

2009-01-12T22:49:49Z

I just found out my girlfriend is in the hospital....God....dammit...

Milk today, Cereal tommorow

2009-01-12T05:13:38Z

I Don't care what anyone thinks, I like my Chocolate milk more milk than chocolate, seriousl man, if you can't taste the milk then it's not chocolate milk. D:

New

2009-01-11T22:12:12Z

Hiya, greetings and such,Completely new to LJ, and i'm gonna maintain this journal. O: (maybe)